GIKAPOY KO.

Magbisaya ko. Mao na gayud ning point na makaingon ko na kapoy na jud. Kapoy na ug deal sa mga bulohaton sa eskwelahan, kapoy ug deal sa mga tao, kapoy magsige ug huna-huna sa mga bagay-bagay. Pero wala tay maachieve kung wala ta makaagi ug kakapoy. Wala gyud siguro koy mahimo niini, kinahanglan nato na malampasan. Maningkamot ko ug taman. Lord, naga trust jud ko Nimo.  

Out on the Field

There are those days that you wanna be like a little kid and run around places. Well, yesterday was one of those days. I got really tired just lying around and decided to play games outside. You can't play alone, so I invited my friends to come and have fun. And FUN we had. We we're like silly kids laughing our hearts out and running till we're out of breath. I guess, it was not a bad idea to go outside and feel the air. Take a break from all the busy school work and activities. We could use some exercise, too. LOL! I really had a great time with my friends, I hope this won't be the last. 

P.S. Gipamaolan jud ko ng bonggang bongga..maka stress..hehe...kini laging walay exercise pirmi..haha..pero at least lingaw and bonding2 with friends. 

Divergent

We should try not to see those differences because they will only divide us.

Human reason can excuse any evil; that's why it's so important that we don't rely on it.

Haste, will not help.

I believe in ordinary acts of bravery, in the courage that drives one person to stand up for another,

People are flawed and we should be lenient with them.

People do evil things and desperation leads them to darker place than they imagined.

There is power in self-sacrifice.

Gosh!! Can I just say that I really love this book. Everything about it is so interesting and the story's really indulging. I like the main character, Tris, very brave and confident. I like how Four/Tobias took notice of Tris  and fell for her. Kilig mode. It's way better than the Hunger Games Trilogy combined, I'm sorry for being too honest, but seriously. Next up, Insurgent. 

   

My Super Best Friend

What would I do without you? I really have a great time talking and sharing my feelings with you. You really do understand. You'd really listen to what I've got to say, to every complaint I have on the universe. I'm really thankful for always having you around. I'm super happy, that I got someone like you. We may have our differences but we found ways to connect with each other, somehow. You know who you are. I love you, bff! :) 

Silence is Better

I've decided to keep my silence. The less I talk, the better. Cause talking may lead to other more serious problems. I'm so not going to talk to you again even if it's the end of the world. Maybe, it's a little exaggerated, but I'm really mad right now. So, well, I've decided to have selective mutism. Only talk to people that I like or want to talk to, and I'm sorry but that doesn't include you. I know that it's not nice of me to be like this but I really think this is better than pretend that I'm happy talking to you and sharing thoughts and insights but at the end you're only going to judge me. Gosh! I'm so stupid to consider you one of my friends. It's really awful, but I really regret meeting you. I'm so sorry for myself to have met you. If only I could change it from the beginning, it wouldn't have ended up like this. I know that I'm a little bit sensitive (or you could say "very sensitive") but I'm fed up with you. I don't like the way you treat people and talk to them, I don't like how you overreact to things, come on, seriously? You always have comments on things that concern me, can you please mind your own business. I know it's not nice but I have to express what I feel. I just couldn't take it any longer. Maybe this will pass, maybe not. We'll never know, unless we get there, right? 

But I hope for the better. Things could change. 

P.S. I'm sorry kung ingon ani ko karon na panahon. Makasapot man gud ang mga pangyayari... Sorry jud Lord. :( 

The Script

                                                           If You Could See Me Now

(Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

It was February 14 Valentines Day
The roses came but they took you away
Tattooed on my arm is a charm to disarm all the harm
Gotta keep myself calm but the truth is you're gone
And I'll never get to show you these songs
Dad you should see the tours that I'm on
I see you standing there next to Mom
Both singing along, yeah arm in arm
And there are days when I'm losing my faith
Because the man wasn't good he was great
He'd say "Music was the home for your pain"
And explained I was young, he would say
Take that rage, put it on a page
Take that page to the stage
Blow the roof off the place
I'm trying to make you proud
Do everything you did
I hope you're up there with God saying "That's my kid!"

[Chorus:]
I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

(Oh if you could see me now)

If you could see me now would you recognize me?
Would you pat me on the back or would you criticize me?
Would you follow every line on my tear-stained face
Put your hand on my heart that was cold
As the day you were taken away
I know it's been a while but I can see you clear as day
Right now, I wish I could hear you say
I drink too much, and I smoke too much dutch
But if you can't see me now that shit's a must
You used to say I wont know a wind until it crossed me
Like I wont know real love 'til I've loved and I've lost it
So if you lost a sister, someone's lost a mom
And if you lost a dad then someone's lost a son
And they're all missing out, yeah they're all missing out
So if you get a second to look down on me now
Mom, Dad I'm just missing you now

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

Oh, oh
Would you call me a saint or a sinner?
Would you love me a loser or winner?
Oh, oh
When I see my face in the mirror
We look so alike that it makes me shiver

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Yeah I'm just missing you now

I still look for your face in the crowd
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)
Would you stand in disgrace or take a bow
Oh if you could see me now (Oh if you could see me now)

If you could see, you could see me now [x2]

I super love this song. I can feel the lyrics. It really shows that he really loves and misses his parents T_T.  I hope you like it as much as I do.

Here's a youtube link to the song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpllvzCROXg

Dream Stage

My dream stage. It would be really awesome for these three to perform together in a dance production. GOSH! I mean, seriously, the stage would be on fire. These three would give fans an amazing performance.  They are really incredible dancers. I hope to really see them together on stage. It's not really possible for the moment because they are from different companies, but who knows, maybe someday my Dream Stage would be a reality. Daebak! :) 

Jay Park, Eunhyuk of SuJu and Taeyang of Big Bang

STEP UP MOVIE FRANCHISE

I'm a little late, but better late than never. I just watched Step Up Revolution. I'm really a fan of the Step Up Movie Franchise. Gosh! The dancers in the movies are freaking awesome! The ideas of every routine are very cool and amazing. I mean, who would've thought better. But, among these films, I have to say, that the second movie, Step Up 2: The Streets, would have to be my favorite. I mean, come on, that finale dance routine is rockin'. Gosh! I couldn't get it out of my mind for days after watching the film. Overall, Step Up Movies never fail to amaze viewers around the world. And, oh, I really like Channing Tatum <3.

My Ranking: 

1. Step Up 2: The Streets

2. Step Up 

3. Step Up Revolution

4. Step Up 3D 

P.S. Sana daghan pa magsunod na films para nice...

...Cause I Had a Bad Day

Bad days...they come and sometimes leave you disheartened. I've had good days but those bad days are the days that really make their marks onto my memories. I wished I had a refresh button, I'll just have to push that button and everything will be good as new, but, sadly I don't have one. It just gives me no other choice but to bear with the pain and sadness brought by these bad days. 

Often, I really do my best to just get along with things, but today, I think I just lost it. I lost every control I've ever had with my emotions. I'm over thinking things, I'm always off to the negative side of things, I'm thinking bad things to people. I know that it's not nice but I can't help it. Who could blame me? I think it's just normal to happen, for once in a while that I can feel these sort of things. 

It's really hard to establish connections and relationships with people around you and in just one snap, these connections are ruined. I hate to break it up to you, but you just made it to my "I DON"T LIKE THESE PEOPLE" List. 

I guess, things really do change. We may like it today, and we may no longer like it tomorrow or in the days to come.

Honestly, sometimes, I wish I'm not on this planet, maybe, Mars would be a fine choice. There, no one would ever know me. Or, not in this particular place, maybe a place far, far away.

P.S. nagyawyaw ko ug uber-uber dri...naglagot ko. hahaha... 

My Kind of Love Story

If you haven't noticed it yet, these shows and movies have one thing in common. They are all about best  friends turned to lovers love story. I really like these kind of love stories. It's just super "kilig". :) I like it when the guy has feelings for the girl all those years and the girl hasn't really noticed it or the other way around. And those times that the guy would really do anything not to lose his love to another guy by doing anything in his power. If you too, like my kind of love story, I recommend you watch these: Jane by Design, Reply 1997 (series), Made of Honor, Ghosts of Girlfriends Past and 13 Going On 30 (movies).  I watch these shows and movies over and over again and I still feel like it's the first time I'm watching it. Hope you enjoy it the way I do.

Done with Cath Growley's Graffiti Moon. It's a really nice book recommended by friends, Kriah, Krisna.. thanks to them, I got the chance to read a nice story.

Here are lines that really caught my attention:

Nothing about art is a waste of time. It's the time wasting that gets somewhere.

Everyone gets the chance to start again.

Everything is what it is and not some other thing.

Most people don't know what they want till it's right in front of their face.

Done reading another book. Well, it took me quite sometime to finish reading this book. It's Wither by Lauren DeStefano.

Here are quotes from the book:

What was once real and natural has become a fantasy.

You wan't to know about true love? I'll tell you something about true love. There's no science to it. It's natural as the sky. Love is natural. 

The Perfect Wedding Song

Beautiful in White
Westlife

[Sung by Shane:]
Not sure if you know this
But when we first met
I got so nervous
I couldn't speak
In that very moment
I found the one and
My life had found its
Missing piece

[Chorus:]
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now 'til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

What we have is timeless
My love is endless
And with this ring, I
Say to the world
You're my every reason
You're all that I believe in
With all my heart, I
Mean every word

[Chorus:]
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now 'til my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight

And if a daughter's
what our future holds
I hope she has your eyes
Finds love like you and I did, yeah
But when she falls in love we'll let her go
I'll walk her down the ailse
She'll look so beautiful in white
You look so beautiful in white

[Repeat Chorus]

It was by accident that I came across this song. I was looking up some videos of Donghae and there was this one video that had this song as it's background music, and by then I fell in love with the song. The lyrics is so "kilig", Shane's voice is so romantic. It's the perfect song for a wedding. 

Here's a youtube link to the song.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRuDQ6aYeD0

Achievement! Two Books in two weeks. Every Day by David Levithan and An Abundance of Katherines by John Green. :)

Here are some quotes I got from the books I wanna share:

Every Day by David Levithan

We all want everything to be okay. We don't even wish so much for fantastic or marvelous or outstanding. We will happily settle for okay, because most of the time, okay is enough. - A

Kindness connects to who you are, while niceness connects to how you want to be seen. - A

An Abundance of Katherines by John Green

Everywhere man blames nature and fate, yet his fate is mostly but the echo of his character and passions, his mistakes and weaknesses.            - Democritus

What is the point of being alive if you don't at least try to do something remarkable? How very odd to believe God gave life, and yet think that life asks more of you than watching TV. - Colin Singleton

You can't stop the future from coming. Colin Singleton