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March 27, 2014

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It has always been my struggle. Trying to adjust to people. I try my hardest to understand the differences. I thought I'm getting better at it, but I thought wrong. People have different views and opinions, that's a given fact. But, sometimes, when I'm being stupid, I don't quite get things. I thought I did my best to really get along with the people I'm with. But, I'm only human. I fall short on things. And I'm sorry for that. 

Honestly, I was caught off guard with what happen. I cried the whole night thinking what went wrong. I didn't expect any of that. My words won't change anything now. So, I've considered to not explain things. I was thinking that, what more can I do? Damage has been done. Yes, I admit, I'm the bad guy here. I apologize to those that I've caused pain. I'll try my very best to not trouble you in any way. 

Silence is my way of coping up with emotional distress. I don't do well with confrontations. 

Forgive me for what happened. The situation got all out of hand. I had no control over things. Hearing my side of the story is no longer needed. I'll accept whatever you think of me without holding anything against you.  
Fix You 
by Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you



March 25, 2014

People will forget what you did.
But people will never forget 
how you made them feel.
                                                                                                                                - Maya Angelou

I found this on facebook. I think this statement says it all, how I feel right now. I don't quite understand why I'm feeling this way. I need time to think about it. hehehe... I'll keep you posted. 

March 15, 2014

My CT :)


Thanks for these, sir :) I really appreciate it. (I didn't expect this :):) ) 
You're very thoughtful. Your words really matter and I'll treasure it forever. 

Thanks for everything Sir! I couldn't wish for more. 
You were very supportive. You always encourage me to do my best in this craft.
I'll cherish the experience. :) 

My PT Experience :)

My practice teaching experience has been one heck of a ride. Back then, I couldn’t imagine myself teaching in a real classroom setting, facing a crowd of students, observant to every move you make, every word you say. I’m not a “crowd” person. As much as possible, I avoid being looked at or noticed by other people. But my course pushed me to face these fears of mine.  And then came fourth year, second semester, and the only subject left for me is Ed197: Practice Teaching. I’m assigned to Fatima National High School, GSC. My cooperating teacher is noted to be very meticulous when it came to making lesson plans, plus he handles the higher sections of the school: Third Year Sci Cur (III-Lavoisier), Third Year Star (III-Antares), Third Year TechVoc (III-Helium), and Fourth Year Sci Cur (IV-Maxwell). Also, he is an expert in Chemistry and a very effective teacher. I handled the whole fourth grading period of the aforementioned sections.


I can say that it isn't an easy task being a teacher. You have to prepare your lessons ahead of time and study your lessons and have the easiest explanation you can come up with to make your students understand what you’re talking about. Also, answer every query they have and have them motivated to participate and be active to your class discussion. I thought that I couldn't handle everything. But when it came to our culmination day last, March 12, 2014, the thought and full realization of it came to me. I SURVIVED! I survived three months of Practice teaching. Imagine doing three lesson plans for different sections with different types and levels of learning every night. Imagine making IM’s of three different kinds for the different classes every day. Imagine dealing with different types of learners, different types of people, different circumstances inside the classroom, every day. Teaching is unbelievably tiresome. But, here’s the fun part. I kinda enjoyed it. You get to meet new people coming from different walks of life and have various views and opinions. You get to enhance your social interaction skills as well as, your knowledge in dealing with people coming from different age groups.    

Mga pinalanggang Students :)
sa Fatima Nationa High School - GSC

 III - Helium - A bunch of makukulit students, despite your craziness and makastress na kasaba. Love gihapon tamo :)

III - Lavoisier - Makahappy na bunch of students. Attentive and active in class discussions. :) Love ya :)

III - Antares - A bunch of mga sabaan and mga palaaway..hehe..atik lng. But despite that, love tamo.

IV - Maxwell - Bunch of mga behave na students and very intelligent, I say. Congratulations on your graduation. Love ya :) Good luck :) 

I'm gonna miss all of you. Thanks for everything and for all the memories. 
Until we meet again. :) :) :)

March 6, 2014

Demo Day (Practice Teaching) - March 4, 2014


So blessed. I can't believe the rating I got from my critic teacher. I really didn't expect that. Thanks so much, Sir! :) :) :) I'm really happy! Thank you Lord!

It's still a long way to go. Still many obstacles ahead. It's tough but we'll eventually get there. I believe we can make it! Pray and everything will work out just fine. :)  

March 2, 2014

Weekend Project....

SD.tash.version nako... Compilation of pictures of 4 years with you guys :)
 
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