I miss you. :(

Oh, sleepless nights, would you be so kind to just go away and live your own life. I'm not the kind of person that wants you hanging around. We were never meant for each other, I'm sorry to tell you that. Can we just go our separate ways? We never understood each other. We were so different. We never clicked. :( 

You kept running through my mind all day. If you were gonna talk to me ever again or not. If things will change, which I know for sure that they will. We will never be the same with each other again. We will never be the ones we are accustomed to. I'm sorry this happened to us. I thought that we were okay but I thought wrong.  

I'm really sorry. If I was only thinking rationally, none of it would've happen. Things got out of hand. We can't turn back time and change things. I can only pray for better things to take part. All those sadness and hurt would not just go away like that. It'll take time. Time. Uncertain but it will eventually get there, healing that is. But despite healing, scars will remain. Scars that will be etched forever in our hearts. Scars that will serve as a reminder of those times. Everything will be okay, I hope. God bless :) 

We can't fix what's already broken. Only time heals and God only knows when. The hurt and the pain would always linger. It's only up to us if we stay or move on with this in our hearts. Nobody's perfect, as the saying goes. I am not perfect. There are things I'm quite good at and there are those that needs improvement. I'm trying my very best to be well equipped with the wisdom and knowledge to really handle certain situations. I may not know it then or I may never know it, but at least I know I'm trying. The good relations you build over time may be lost within a snap of a finger for those times that you acted recklessly. Thinking nothing but yourself. At this point in my life, I realize that I don't want anybody hating me. Who wants that? I apologize to everyone that I've caused hurt and pain, for my short comings, for my reckless actions, for not knowing, for everything. I may not be aware that something I did would cause a lot. A lot of sadness, hurt. And I'm sorry for that. I know it's not easy to forgive and forget. Trust me, I know. My apologies would not change anything or help things become better. I understand that. But know that I admit my faults and my actions. T_T

Game of Thrones

This series is really awesome. You can really see how the medieval times really was about. How kings and queens, lords and ladies, conquer lands, evade territories, fight over power and clash with each other to decide on who's gonna sit on the Iron Throne. It took me some time to finish three seasons. Every episode is very intense, full of shocking revelations and unexpected plot twists. Missing a single episode is major No! No!.. 

This series is based on the book series of George R. R. Martin, A Song of Ice and Fire. After having watched the series, I started reading the first of the series. For the love of reading. It's gonna be a long wait for the fans because season 4 is not until next year. But, I'm quite sure that the long wait will be worth it. Looking forward to it. Big hopes :)

One who forgives

an affront fosters 

friendship but one 

who dwells on disputes 

will alienate a friend.

- Proverbs 17:9

This verse I found lying on my desk. A matter of coincidence? No one can tell. 

Why We Broke Up?

This book is somewhat my kinda love story, where at the end the best friends will end up with each other. The fun part is the girl enumerates all the reasons why they called it quits.In your face! HAHAHAHA*evil laugh 

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin

I read this book because I feel like I'm empty 'cause I haven't read a book in like months. My friend recommended this one. And it was really, really, I mean, really nice book. The story's kinda twisted and I like it. And Noah Shaw...*speechless.. such wit and personality. I can't wait to read the sequel. :)

I'm living and dying everyday. Every breath I take reduces the total number of breaths I'll be taking my entire lifetime. You've got to live only once. Your one shot at life shouldn't be wasted on things that'll only bring negativity, sadness. As much as I've put a lot of thinking on negative things, I should also put an equal or greater time in thinking just how much blessed I am to be alive today. If I were to be honest, I would probably say that my perspectives often fall on things that are negative and those things which I am lacking. But in reality, I'm missing out the things that really matter.