I miss you. :(

Oh, sleepless nights, would you be so kind to just go away and live your own life. I'm not the kind of person that wants you hanging around. We were never meant for each other, I'm sorry to tell you that. Can we just go our separate ways? We never understood each other. We were so different. We never clicked. :( 

You kept running through my mind all day. If you were gonna talk to me ever again or not. If things will change, which I know for sure that they will. We will never be the same with each other again. We will never be the ones we are accustomed to. I'm sorry this happened to us. I thought that we were okay but I thought wrong.  

I'm really sorry. If I was only thinking rationally, none of it would've happen. Things got out of hand. We can't turn back time and change things. I can only pray for better things to take part. All those sadness and hurt would not just go away like that. It'll take time. Time. Uncertain but it will eventually get there, healing that is. But despite healing, scars will remain. Scars that will be etched forever in our hearts. Scars that will serve as a reminder of those times. Everything will be okay, I hope. God bless :) 

We can't fix what's already broken. Only time heals and God only knows when. The hurt and the pain would always linger. It's only up to us if we stay or move on with this in our hearts. Nobody's perfect, as the saying goes. I am not perfect. There are things I'm quite good at and there are those that needs improvement. I'm trying my very best to be well equipped with the wisdom and knowledge to really handle certain situations. I may not know it then or I may never know it, but at least I know I'm trying. The good relations you build over time may be lost within a snap of a finger for those times that you acted recklessly. Thinking nothing but yourself. At this point in my life, I realize that I don't want anybody hating me. Who wants that? I apologize to everyone that I've caused hurt and pain, for my short comings, for my reckless actions, for not knowing, for everything. I may not be aware that something I did would cause a lot. A lot of sadness, hurt. And I'm sorry for that. I know it's not easy to forgive and forget. Trust me, I know. My apologies would not change anything or help things become better. I understand that. But know that I admit my faults and my actions. T_T