Why We Broke Up?

This book is somewhat my kinda love story, where at the end the best friends will end up with each other. The fun part is the girl enumerates all the reasons why they called it quits.In your face! HAHAHAHA*evil laugh 

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer by Michelle Hodkin

I read this book because I feel like I'm empty 'cause I haven't read a book in like months. My friend recommended this one. And it was really, really, I mean, really nice book. The story's kinda twisted and I like it. And Noah Shaw...*speechless.. such wit and personality. I can't wait to read the sequel. :)

I'm living and dying everyday. Every breath I take reduces the total number of breaths I'll be taking my entire lifetime. You've got to live only once. Your one shot at life shouldn't be wasted on things that'll only bring negativity, sadness. As much as I've put a lot of thinking on negative things, I should also put an equal or greater time in thinking just how much blessed I am to be alive today. If I were to be honest, I would probably say that my perspectives often fall on things that are negative and those things which I am lacking. But in reality, I'm missing out the things that really matter. 

SESC Night - August 16, 2013

I had fun. :) 

King of Anything

Sara Bareilles

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Keep drinkin' coffee
Stare me down across the table
While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet
And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em
But I never asked

So let me thank you for your time
And try to not waste any more of mine
Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you, babe
But I'm not drowning
There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent
You swear you know best

But you expect me to
Jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost
With no direction oh
But you'll never see

You're so busy makin' maps
With my name on them in all caps
You've got the talkin' down
Just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life
I've tried
To make everybody happy while I
Just hurt
And hide
Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn
To decide.

Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)
Oh (oh oh oh)

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me.
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be.
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me.
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be.
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.
Oh ohhhhhhhhhhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhh

Care to read the lyrics... This song is for those people that weren't vocal about their true feelings. They can't or won't say anything they know, will only cause trouble. By "They", I mean, ME. I know I'm not that vocal about everything I'm really feeling. I tend to keep it to myself. Only those, I know I can trust can actually extract details from me. 

The world is such a harsh place. Full of people, proud, greedy, insensitive, wild, vicious creatures that will only conquer the weak and helpless. 

There's only so much that I can put up with. Please don't wait for my ticking bomb to explode in front of you. I'm just holding it in. Don't you dare activate the bad side of me, I'm telling you now, you're gonna regret it. I may sound very mean, but, I'm sick of everything. I mean, everything. From now on, don't ask anything.